Failure!!!
For my original adventure I was going to visit a number of different nursing homes to see how each individual is treated on a personal state. I was going to see how they got to this nursing home, and how they feel mentally about being there. Sadly, while planning for this adventure, I seemed to get the feeling that it wasn't an adventure at all! Fail! I feel that this so called "adventure" was more so an experiment! that it was more of me doing a test or a new experience. That realization caused me to hit rock bottom. Now I'm facing a huge obstacle, I DON'T HAVE AN ADVENTURE ! Now I'm a point one in this whole project. But there is always hope.
I get this feeling that trying to find an adventure, the test a trial, its more of an adventure that the original adventure itself. Wow, this whole precess is killing my brain. And then it hits me! Iv been dealing with a "psychological adventure" the whole time. I now am faced with the fact that I don't have an adventure, which makes me feel uncomfortable and it takes me out of my comfort zone. I get uneasy when I am pressured with time. I don't like having to do thimgs on a spare of the notice. It makes me afraid to have a deadline, in which that is the fearful or risky part. So, the process of finding an adventure is a scenes was my adventure. But a part of this project that makes me a little worried is the finding the adventure that fits my definition part. If I am trying to find an adventure, doesn't that take away the "adventure" part?
